About Madita

Shamanic medicine story

I’m a shamanic teacher.
And the first thing I get asked is:
And how did it all begin?
I’ve undergone two major initiations in my life: at 24 and then at 39.

When I was in my early twenties, my body was full of pain. I aspired to a career as a sound engineer, but my ears wouldn’t cooperate, and I developed severe tinnitus. I had to give up my dream and took jobs as a stage manager, coffee roaster, and worked in fair trade shops and wellness spas. I studied musicology and Spanish literature, but at the time, I had absolutely no motivation. The only thing that mattered was healing myself.
I tried various therapies, alternative approaches—but I couldn’t get to the core of my problem.

Then, one night during a hurricane raging in Croatia, I had a powerful spiritual vision. That was the starting point for my shamanic path. I first studied at international schools for Peruvian shamanism and then became a direct apprentice to my Peruvian teachers – becoming ya, kind of family member.
It took me five years to completely heal my body. And then I shared, what I learned.
Afterward, I deepened my medicine, and this is the result of my shamanic adventure:

15 years of shamanic practice
10.000 books sold
5 years of leading my Mesa School
3.000 healing sessions
200 initiations
120 workshops
30 trained healers
12 years of bodywork & energy work with individual clients

Becoming a relaxed woman

Here comes my second initiation—my current chapter of life.
Unfortunately, when I was 39, I lost my husband suddenly and unexpectedly. That moment bulldozed my life.
From one day to the next, I was no longer the old Madita.

I was given blank pages—a freedom I would never have dared to ask for.

Full of courage, I did my own healing work and was able to embrace that given freedom.

That was the moment when radical honesty with myself was necessary. How happy was I really in my old life, and what was missing?

And two things became clear to me:
I no longer had to prove my shamanic abilities.
There is no mission—that we must fulfill. We cannot fail our souls journey.
My only mission was my pleasure and joy.
I just want to be a relaxed woman and travel the world.

Second: in my twenties and thirties I missed my sexual exploration because of my healing needs and my shamanic path of mastery. My female body was shouting:
I just want to explore my sexuality and become a super orgasmic woman.

What others say about me

Madita is a medicine woman, shamanic teacher, published writer, key note speaker, sound performance artist and world traveler.
She shares her voice of medicine with us to remember.

„She is the hidden Priestess.“

„She is the voice for the voiceless. Speaking out, what others feel shame for.”

„When you are in the room – I feel home.”

“You are a strong pillar for women.”

“You hold and protect your energy so well – not being only sweet, kind and people pleasing.”

“You are the coolest badass Goddess in the space – so cool and yet super soft and sensual.”

“You know truth – deep truth and bullshit.”

“You inspired me to really commit to do my healing work.”

“You are authentic and grounded.”

“Full time chámana in tantric skating.”

Renaissance Woman

My mission is pleasure and joy. Everything that gives me joy, is fuel for showing up as a healer in the world.
I left Germany 2023, I bought myself a surfskate, sold all my belongings and moved with two suitcases to Bali, starting my deep dive into Tantra.
It was a promise to myself, that I would always choose my freedom and joy over any feelings of obligation or a false sense of being needed for a mission.

My pleasure is my mission.

Learning surfskating at 40? Of course!
Going to Twerk classes? Hell Yes!
Exploring my sexual expression! Now or never!

It is so important to embrace everything what we are. All our alter egos, all that gives us joy.
This is true spirituality for me.
My body today is a sacred map with stars, mountains, temples, and hundreds of initiations.
I am paying attention to my nervous system every day, through practises, to come back to my full regulation after my loss. My body s teaching me every day, what pleasure is for her. I’m learning to enjoy my days, embracing the dualities of life and of my character. Surfergirl, Tantric Woman, Healer, Skater, Musician. I am all oft that.
My Lifestyle is marked by
Embodiment, relaxation, pleasure and spirituality.

What I am doing now

Writing

Since 2024 I am back to the desk of writing.
My main focus is on my second book right now.
If you want me to write an article for your magazine – reach out.
If you want to create a beautiful project with me – reach out.

Shamanic Online School

If you are native german speaker – you can check out my shamanic school portfolio on www.mesa-schule.de
There you’ll find a big library of Audio, Video Online Courses small and big and yearly accompanied Masterclasses.

Spotify

You will find me with two projects on Spotify.
My soundhealing Project is called Tribe Of Inspiration
My upcoming Podcast is called The relaxed woman